what an end, what a start

(what a way to end a year, and what a way to start a new one)

why do i still need to entertain myself,

by getting unconsciously hypnotized by the endless run of blazing fireworks,

which tantalizingly transforming the pitch dark night skies into shiny, glittering jewels,

hoping that they could light up my uncertain days of this upcoming year.

why do i need that?

just when her bright smiles and infinite laughters can easily illuminate my gloomy night?

look at her.

she is smiling at me.

it's like,

the world will never have to wait for the bright day light to appear

so that we can eventually have the chance to effectively charge the solar panels and produce energy from the sun.

and hence, all people will be happy with constant supply of clean energy.

besides, it will adequately prevent war (reason : oil rigs) in Middle East, too.

oh. because she is my sun.

...

why do i still need to exhilarate myself with huge crowds,

where i can barely wade myself through and get drowned by the sea of people,

just to find the happiness which only last temporarily, just for one night.

why should i get inanimately mesmerized by the hype and rush of celebration in Berlin,

or

get inadvertently captivated by the bedazzling atmosphere of the romantic Paris.

just when by having her alone with me,

in this small room of mine, of hers, too,

can symmetrically accommodate the exact same amount of happiness too.

or, could be more than that.

look at her.

she is listening to me.

it's like the sweet combination of the sound of music,

with a peculiar touch of the exotic rush of blood from an insane roller coaster ride,

gracefully colliding with those miraculous sense of ceaseless peace,

that you can only find in heaven.

it's amazing.

yet unexplainable.

it makes me wonder,

why do some people have to work themselves so hard for tonight?

just to make themselves feel better.

while i can easily have you.

oh. because you are my everlasting excitement.

...

why do i still need to count all the way down to the end of the year,

just when i found that,

the time stops,

when i am around you.

because you are my, everything.

...

Happy New Decade to all my dear readers, mostly silent ones.

keep it decent and never fall to the mainstream :)

currently into : Gotta Have You - The Weepies

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